MelanCholy ... Blue!

No one understands what I feel inside.. The fire, the passion, the sorrow, the loneliness.. No one understands but me.. And I wish everyone could understand the pain, the hurt, the love, the emotion.. I wish I could let it all free.. But I try, I try and I try.. But no one can understand but me.. there is a part of me that feels I am different from everyone else.. something that I can not quite see.. something that I can not quite feel.. something so unreal.. but this thing is always there.. this 'thing' with others.. i will never share.. so I push it to the back of my mind.. all the thoughts of love.. it is hiding behind ..sometimes..when I have almost forgotten.. it comes back with such ferocity... I feel so lost and sad.. a lost memory or something else..i will never know..

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a b o u t m c b l u e

Initials:: MC C DA
Status:: Single
Gender Preference:: Female
Age:: Eighteen!
Hometown :: QC
Schools::
     UP Los Banos
        Type: College/University
        Degree/Major: BS Civil Eng.
        Organization: UPCES
     Joseph Marello Institute
        Type: High School
        Graduated: 2004
Location :: Los Banos, Laguna
Looking for :: Friends
Smoke/Drink :: Never/Socially
Religion :: Christian

BRIEF RUNDOWN:: Filipino, all man. BSCE Student of UPLB. Grown, so watch your mouth. Straight. Black eyes and black hair. Currently residing at Los Banos, Laguna but my hometown's QC. Catholic-raised. Has parents that are fiercely protective. Has a brother and a sister . A true Aquarian . Hot-headed . Cool. Uncommitted. Fears any responsibility that curtails freedom. Gets angry if my integrity is questioned. Does not want to be tied down. Private. Loud. A bit impatient. Unpredictable. Profane. Somewhat materialistic. Extremely sarcastic. Neat? Easily bored. Straight-forward and sometimes a little too blunt. Highly critical. Loves Music. Usually forgives but never forgets. Believes in destiny.

ADORE:: blue . eight . web designing . sleeping . PS . anime . Final Fantasy . rnb . math? . taichi . vacations . food . Song Hae Gyo . road trips . cologne . wrestlers . shopping . shoes . cookie monster . ballers . polo shirts . Taz . Boyz II Men . babies . puppies . Stitch . sarcasm . Hany Coins . rain . a sense of humor . confidence . Usher . chocolates . chopsuey . TV . Penshoppe . basketball . girls . cookies 'n cream . destiny .

ABHOR:: compulsive liars . pessimists . tardiness . pretentiousness . close-minded people . bugs . being rushed . PTA moms . idiots . getting cut off mid-sentence . cellphone ringtones . bad ass kids . low carb diet . sTiCkYcApS

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Thursday, April 06, 2006

sad

Mood: sad
Music: John Legend's Ordinary People, Dreamsounds 3

sad
adj sadder, saddest

1. Feeling unhappy or sorrowful.

Thesaurus: downcast, dismal, gloomy, desolate, melancholy, unhappy, dispirited, dejected, troubled, morose, depressed, despondent, wistful, crestfallen, pessimistic, down in the mouth, down in the dumps, blue (slang); Antonym: happy, cheerful.

2. Causing unhappiness.

Example: sad news

3. Expressing or suggesting unhappiness.

Example: sad music

Thesaurus: mournful, pitiful, sorrowful, moving, touching, heart-rending, pathetic; lugubrious, tear-jerking (slang); joyless, dreary, dark, funereal; Antonym: heartening, comforting, pleasant.

4. Very bad; deplorable.

Example: a sad state

1 Comments:

Anonymous said...: why sad? hmmm..; Wednesday, 05 April, 2006