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Age:: Eighteen!
Hometown :: QC
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UP Los Banos
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Joseph Marello Institute
Type: High School
Graduated: 2004
Location :: Los Banos, Laguna
Looking for :: Friends
Smoke/Drink :: Never/Socially
Religion :: Christian
BRIEF RUNDOWN:: Filipino, all man. BSCE Student of UPLB. Grown, so watch your mouth. Straight. Black eyes and black hair. Currently residing at Los Banos, Laguna but my hometown's QC. Catholic-raised. Has parents that are fiercely protective. Has a brother and a sister . A true Aquarian . Hot-headed . Cool. Uncommitted. Fears any responsibility that curtails freedom. Gets angry if my integrity is questioned. Does not want to be tied down. Private. Loud. A bit impatient. Unpredictable. Profane. Somewhat materialistic. Extremely sarcastic. Neat? Easily bored. Straight-forward and sometimes a little too blunt. Highly critical. Loves Music. Usually forgives but never forgets. Believes in destiny.
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