No one understands what I feel inside.. The fire, the passion, the sorrow, the loneliness.. No one understands but me.. And I wish everyone could understand the pain, the hurt, the love, the emotion.. I wish I could let it all free.. But I try, I try and I try.. But no one can understand but me.. there is a part of me that feels I am different from everyone else.. something that I can not quite see.. something that I can not quite feel.. something so unreal.. but this thing is always there.. this 'thing' with others.. i will never share.. so I push it to the back of my mind.. all the thoughts of love.. it is hiding behind ..sometimes..when I have almost forgotten.. it comes back with such ferocity... I feel so lost and sad.. a lost memory or something else..i will never know..







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Saturday, December 30, 2006


REG + BDAYS! + @#$%^&*() = 1st week sa elbi


Mood: quizzical
Saan?: sa magulo qng kwarto..
Time: 11:55 AM
Listening To: Say You'll Stay, 6th Day

nyaha!.. 1st wik sa elbi eh d reg n nmn, mga klase n xempre d muna mg22ro.. dahil wla pag gnwa eh tambay lapis ulit.. woohoo bday ni gabs kya soild n nmn.. oopps bday nga din ni ekai!.. hapi bday mga tol! ^^ weeeh astig celebration sa lapis!.. *biglang nwala sa mood* ...

(edit q n lng to sa ibang araw..)





Say Goodbye

Baby come here and sit down, let's talk

I got a lot to say so I guess I'll start by

Saying that I love you,

But you know, this thing ain't been

No walk in the park for us

I swear it'll only take a minute

You'll understand when I finish, yeah

And I don't wanna see you cry

But I don't wanna be the one to tell you a lie so




How do you let it go? When you,

You just don't know? What's on,

The other side of the door

When you're walking out, talk about it

Everything I tried to remember to say

Just went out my head

So I'ma do the best I can to get you to understand




There's never a right time to say goodbye

But I gotta make the first move

'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me

Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you

Girl it's not you, it's me

I gotta gotta figure out what I need




But now your heart is breaking

And a thousand times I

Found myself asking, "Why? Why?"

Why am I taking so long to say this?

But trust me, girl I never

Meant to crush your world

And I never

Though I would see the day we grew apart

And I wanna know




'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me

Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you

Girl it's not you it's me.

I gotta gotta figure out what I need

There's never a right time to say goodbye

But we know that we gotta go

Our separate ways

And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,

And it's killing me

Cause there's never a right timev
Right time to say goodbye




Listen to your heart

Girl you know,

We should be apart, baby I

I just can't do it

I, I just can't do it

Listen to your heart

Girl you know,

We should be apart, baby I

I just can't do it

And sometimes it makes me wanna cry

Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh [4x]

Do you hear me crying?





posted by m c b l u e @ 12/30/2006 11:55:00 AM  0 comments