No one understands what I feel inside.. The fire, the passion, the sorrow, the loneliness.. No one understands but me.. And I wish everyone could understand the pain, the hurt, the love, the emotion.. I wish I could let it all free.. But I try, I try and I try.. But no one can understand but me.. there is a part of me that feels I am different from everyone else.. something that I can not quite see.. something that I can not quite feel.. something so unreal.. but this thing is always there.. this 'thing' with others.. i will never share.. so I push it to the back of my mind.. all the thoughts of love.. it is hiding behind ..sometimes..when I have almost forgotten.. it comes back with such ferocity... I feel so lost and sad.. a lost memory or something else..i will never know..







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Wednesday, October 25, 2006


Ready?!?


Mood: nervous
Music:
DSound's Tattooed On My Mind

ngaun ay mghhnda n nmn pra s exam bks.. =( FINALS n un, ba.. pero mkpag-net muna bgo mgaral.. hehe wlang kwenta etong entry na ito.. pplamig lng kc aq d2.. sana pumasa bkas..







Tuesday, October 24, 2006


Isang Bagong Araw Para Sa ACADS!


Mood: tired
Music:
Ne-Yo's Sexy Love

eto n nmn at nsa elbi ulit.. imbis n tpos n ung sem, eh.. tsk tsk.. s wakas at ntpos na ang !@#$%^&*() na papers.. ung take home sa FPPS183 akala q mbilis lng gawin, knina lng ntpos.. ung sa hist2 kung anuano n lng cnulat q sa paper na un.. gumcng ng maaga pra gawin ung sa fpps n exam, tpos may proj p s ee1, ngaun din presentation.. waah.. nung sini-setup namin ung proj, gngwa q ung fpps.. sobrang hassle tlga, d q akalain n ttgal ung sa ee kya derecho p q forestry.. dun q n nga tnpos ung tke home exam, eh, waah.. buti n lng at nksbay q cna shane at rhea (cla n nmn? ^^) sa dyip, may nakakwentuhan khit papano.. sa bhay tinapos q ung hist2.. sobrng daming ggwin, d q alm, bka tamad lng aq.. kulang sa time management?.. hehe buti n lng sa malamig n kompyu shop na ito eh narelax aq, tgal q n rin d nag-iinternet dhil cguro sa mga acads.. waah, mmya aral sa ES13, may exam bks!.. gs2 q n mtpos ung sem n ito!..







Sunday, October 22, 2006


Dahil sa exams, may bagong layout!


Mood: frown
Music:
Chris Brown's Yo! Excuse Me Miss

waaahhh.. nkkbd3p n exam yan, ( itago n lng natin xa sa subj na ES16 ).. dpt ngseryoso pla d2.. hehe d n umeepekto ung aral "on the day" or "before the day" ng exam.. dahil jan, ggwa n lng aq ng bagong layout.. s sobrang bad3p ko eh ngwa q ung layout na ito ng isang araw lng!.. ngstart ung "exam" around 9:30AM, pumunta p aq dun sa CEAT (kung san aq mgeexam) ng mga eyt terty ata kc may kumalat n txt n maaga dw mgccmula ung "exam".. mejo nphiya pa aq nang batiin q ung sis q sa org ng Happy BDay! eh nxt wik p pla ung bday q.. (d lng halata dhil ndla sa tawa) d q alam kung bket aq ntanga eh nkita q nmn recently lng sa calendar q sa fone n nxt wik nga bday nia.. bangag lng yata aq dhil napuyat aq kkaral.. habang nageexam eh npncin q n lng sobrng saket n ng tiyan q.. d n q nkakain ng breakfast kc la n tym.. pagtingin s kaliwa sa bandang ibaba, may pagkain, sa harap may pagkain din!, parang gs2 q nang kunin, nhiya nmn aq kina Shane at Rhea.. ^^ ntpos ung exam mga 1 or 2pm na ata.. derecho na aq uwi sa QC at sa bus eh 22log sna aq nang may lola n walang maupuan, mdli kc napuno ung bus, wlng gs2 magoffer ng kanikanilang seats kya eto nmn c "extranghero" bingay q ung upuan q.. haay, kung may bonus lng un sa exam.. lol pgdating sa bhay phinga, ligo, kain, at kompyu kaagd.. icp ng pagbubuhusan ng galit.. ayun, gwa n lng aq bgo layout.. astig nga, eh tnapos q ng isang upuan lng (2 pla kc nung ngdinner eh 2mayo aq).. nagpaka-addict d2 s frenster..


dahil jan d q n hahayaan n mkgwa aq ng layout ng sobrang bilis, n mg2isip pa n 2lungan ang ka2ld ni lola, ang magexam nang d man lng kumain khit biskwet, at ang ang mgkaroon ng standing na 2ld ng isang "subject" n itago n lng natin sa pangalang ES16..