No one understands what I feel inside.. The fire, the passion, the sorrow, the loneliness.. No one understands but me.. And I wish everyone could understand the pain, the hurt, the love, the emotion.. I wish I could let it all free.. But I try, I try and I try.. But no one can understand but me.. there is a part of me that feels I am different from everyone else.. something that I can not quite see.. something that I can not quite feel.. something so unreal.. but this thing is always there.. this 'thing' with others.. i will never share.. so I push it to the back of my mind.. all the thoughts of love.. it is hiding behind ..sometimes..when I have almost forgotten.. it comes back with such ferocity... I feel so lost and sad.. a lost memory or something else..i will never know..







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Saturday, May 12, 2007


...


Mood: ...
Saan?: sa opis..
Time: 4:24 PM
Listening To: Because of You, Ne-yo

waah, 3rd wik q na d2 sa work.. parang umaatend din ng class.. good thing pede magbrowse sa internet; basta wag ka lng mahuli.. d; training p lng kc..







Saturday, December 30, 2006


REG + BDAYS! + @#$%^&*() = 1st week sa elbi


Mood: quizzical
Saan?: sa magulo qng kwarto..
Time: 11:55 AM
Listening To: Say You'll Stay, 6th Day

nyaha!.. 1st wik sa elbi eh d reg n nmn, mga klase n xempre d muna mg22ro.. dahil wla pag gnwa eh tambay lapis ulit.. woohoo bday ni gabs kya soild n nmn.. oopps bday nga din ni ekai!.. hapi bday mga tol! ^^ weeeh astig celebration sa lapis!.. *biglang nwala sa mood* ...

(edit q n lng to sa ibang araw..)





Say Goodbye

Baby come here and sit down, let's talk

I got a lot to say so I guess I'll start by

Saying that I love you,

But you know, this thing ain't been

No walk in the park for us

I swear it'll only take a minute

You'll understand when I finish, yeah

And I don't wanna see you cry

But I don't wanna be the one to tell you a lie so




How do you let it go? When you,

You just don't know? What's on,

The other side of the door

When you're walking out, talk about it

Everything I tried to remember to say

Just went out my head

So I'ma do the best I can to get you to understand




There's never a right time to say goodbye

But I gotta make the first move

'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me

Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you

Girl it's not you, it's me

I gotta gotta figure out what I need




But now your heart is breaking

And a thousand times I

Found myself asking, "Why? Why?"

Why am I taking so long to say this?

But trust me, girl I never

Meant to crush your world

And I never

Though I would see the day we grew apart

And I wanna know




'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me

Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you

Girl it's not you it's me.

I gotta gotta figure out what I need

There's never a right time to say goodbye

But we know that we gotta go

Our separate ways

And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,

And it's killing me

Cause there's never a right timev
Right time to say goodbye




Listen to your heart

Girl you know,

We should be apart, baby I

I just can't do it

I, I just can't do it

Listen to your heart

Girl you know,

We should be apart, baby I

I just can't do it

And sometimes it makes me wanna cry

Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh [4x]

Do you hear me crying?










Sunday, November 05, 2006


My Style!..My Music!


Mood: quizzicalMusic: 112's Cupid
matapos ang isang ma-dramang entry knina, ngayon nmn ay mga malulufet n chart reviews mula sa mga paborito kong mga FM Stations.. since end of the month na, naicpn q n iblog to.. woohoo.. (parang alang nangyari, ah)

Wave 89.1
// Soul Review


um, unfortunately eh i have'nt finish doin it but i'll be posting it soon.. bleh :p



Magic 89.9
// The Magic 30


1. Dreaming With A Broken Heart, John Mayer

2. Hurt, Christina Aguilera

3. My Love, Justin Timberlake ft T.I.

4. Chasing Cars, Snow Patrol

5. Walk Away, Paula Deanda feat. The De

6. How To Save A Life, The Fray

7. So Excited, Janet Jackson ft. Khia

8. Fergalicious, Fergie

9. Inside Of You, Hoobastank

10. Street Corner Symphony, Rob Thomas



--> Take note n TOP 10 lng nilagay ko but it's originally 30..

--> Actually ung Dreaming With A Broken Heart ni John Mayer at My Love ni Justin Timberlake lng gs2 ko dito.. nyahaha d kc pumasok ung ibang gs2 ko.. d;







Monster Radio RX93.1
// Countdown Top 7 and Wannabees Chart



1. Irreplaceable, John Mayer

2. Dreaming With A Broken Heart, John Mayer

3. Someday, Nina

4. Say Goodbye, Chris Brown

5. My Love, Justin Timberlake ft T.I.

6. Hurt, Christina Aguilera

7. Too ittle Too Late, Jojo




--> xempre astig d2 c Chris Brown!..








WAaaahhKAS!


Mood: tired
Music:
Usher's Simple Things

waahhh.. ngaun ay opisyal n ngttpos ang unang sem.. sobwang daming nangyari, mga pangyyring masaya at meron din nmang nkkbigo.. ang masklap pa't naunang nangyri ang mga masasaya kesa s mga nkkbigo.. =( sa paguwi q knina galing elbi ay d q maiwasang magmunimuni sa bus.. nagiisip kung baket nangyari ang mga bagay-bagay sa nakalipas n sem.. hindi ba't kontrolado q naman ang aking buhay para di magsisi sa huli?.. nasa akin kung gs2 kong gawin ang isang bagay, eh baket ngyon ay ngsisisi at humihiling n ibalik ang nakaraan.. dahil jan dapat eh magisip n ko kung anong gs2 ko tlga sa buhay, kung anong gus2 kong mngyari.. at ngayon dapat nang mag-move-on at iwasan n muling magkamali..








WAaaahhKAS!


Mood: tired
Music:
Usher's Simple Things

waahhh.. ngaun ay opisyal n ngttpos ang unang sem.. sobwang daming nangyari, mga pangyyring masaya at meron din nmang nkkbigo.. ang masklap pa't naunang nangyri ang mga masasaya kesa s mga nkkbigo.. =( sa paguwi q knina galing elbi ay d q maiwasang magmunimuni sa bus.. nagiisip kung baket nangyari ang mga bagay-bagay sa nakalipas n sem.. hindi ba't kontrolado q naman ang aking buhay para di magsisi sa huli?.. nasa akin kung gs2 kong gawin ang isang bagay, eh baket ngyon ay ngsisisi at humihiling n ibalik ang nakaraan.. dahil jan dapat eh magisip n ko kung anong gs2 ko tlga sa buhay, kung anong gus2 kong mngyari.. at ngayon dapat nang mag-move-on at iwasan n muling magkamali..